So I won't be on much after this journal post. Tonight I'm with my besties Ally and Kaite depending on how I'm feeling. I stayed home from school today because my mom could not get me up this morning and she thought I needed a day off to sleep and I'm glad she let me. I'm exhausted from lack of sleep and eating. Tomorrow I'm off to Chicopee to go get my older sister home from college!!!!!!!! I miss her so much and can't wait to see her. And then we might go see New Moon later that night! and I'm going to talk to her about a double date. Her and Sean and me and Jeff (11/16/09 ). Hopefully this works out. So then Saturday night I have yet another sleep over with Ally and Kaite and then Sunday morning I'm at the Salvation Army from 9 to 3 and then Sunday night I'm going to go see Rent at Ppac with my mom and the by the time I get home it'll be around nine and I'll need to get some things done and then I'll be in bed. So the other night, I believe Wednesday, I sat down with Ally and I was really pissed off and upset and she just made me feel so much better. All i wanted to do was break down and cry but she made me laugh and just completely changed my mood around and she wrote this out for me the other night:
"My Friend Virginia!!!!:
Virginia is a true friend because she can handle my sketchy ways! Virginia, my friend, is funny. She can make the most stupidest stuff funny! When we are together we are unstoppable! Stay away from us or we mite scare you a lot so stay away." Ally

If there's any one that has made a huge impact on my life it's her. She's always there and when I'm around her all I can do is smile and lately that's what I need and she's there to make me laugh. I love going in the attic joking around about Roy Frankford or shutting the light's off in her room with her and Kaite and joking around and playing horrible pranks on each other. Or locking ourselves in the basement. So many great times in just so little time. And there are many more. Me and Ally's song is Down by Jay Sean! I am so thankful for her and Kaite and Jeff and just others who have been making an impact on my life this weekend. And I can honestly say that I'm happier when I'm around them more than anyone else right now. I'd rather be around them all day then go to school. The only time I'm extremely happy at school is during major and the rest of the day is just a fog really because no one really talks to me and all and I feel extremely awkward talking while other people are talking or if that person has not talked to me much I feel there's a reason so I keep to my self. Well I got to go. Triston's hungry and I should feed him and the rest of the animals. Later all.